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awakening of myself..
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
u were searching and digging out frm th past , when we used to be a thing. but now , this is who i am. its been 7 years , we cannt turn back to where we used to stand as one. cause since then., when i was removed frm ur heart, ive learned to be much stronger than who i was , much more perplexed, much more to be bulletproof frm ur mistakes .. i wont hate u , cause u cannt be changed, u refused to change though people has given u chances , mostly me.. and since i cannt wait, i'd to move on. i love u , but loving someone who cannt love u back th way u wanted to be loved, is th most sinful thing ive ever felt in my life. and because of that, i will move on. no matter what happen between us frm th past till now., everything has to stop , things between us , it has to be a fullstop now. cause maybe bby, both of us donot wants to continue , but just cannt let go of th momentous past , we just let it carry on. but ive woken up frm this dream. th dream of fantasy that i cannt turn into reality. i hope u can wake up someday, cause i believe as long as one of us knows abt how to change , maybe another will follow suit. both of us know our hopes and dreams. though ive loved u , this doesnt mean i have to stop loving u, i can love u frm afar , maybe in a proper way of loving a person.. although i dont know about our future, lets pray tell that we can still be friends. cause being arkward around isint me at all and i noe u wont like that either. so , lets just live on , continue abt our daily perspects , only in a differnt route . cause theres no more me + you. its only me , and you..