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I wish for a life

to catch stars with barefists

I wish for a happy ending

without anyone to please.

I am going to tell you a story of a girl who did absolutely nothing but received some kind of probation shits. I wouldn't really get all upset because 10pm is reasonable enough for someone who wishes to be an anti-socialist already but wait a moment, at 8pm? My typical day would start just 5 to 6 hours before. Are you trying to kill me? Or are you trying to help me achieve my wish of being an anti-socialist? Whichever, its definately not working out for me. And the whole idea of being an anti-socialist is just an idiotic form of exaggeration, maybe to please you because you think I'm friends with the whole world. I dont find any harm in creating relationships even with creatures from another planet.

I dont see why in life we should have limits. It's almost like disallowing yourself to grow. Limits are some lame policy that prevent us to spread wide and soar. I want to live a life without limits, so that I can create a life the way I want because eventually life will lead me to a place I really belong. I feel parents shouldn't protect us from all those dangerous consequences because sometimes, we need to learn things the hard way. That will be alot meaningful. It builds a higher self esteem on young individuals as we start to believe in our capabilities and independence.

I am getting very sick with people pressurising my parents about me having different kinds of people to hang out with as creating an unhealthy identity. It is not my fault that you're not well-likeable by people. Maybe you would want to sit and reflect about how you tried to enforce misery in someone's life? Totally not working, it's annoying because it's too much. Yes I sit in the couch on the phone conferencing with a couple of mates on a Stay Home Saturday, I spend 3/4 of my allowance on pizzasand cocktails on a typical Friday night and I party with the whole happy world but I still get my shits done. Don't you see it's part of being 6teen?

Sorry that about the three paragraphs. I am just flabbergasted to what's happening in my life so far. But I believe even after all those shitty occurence, always on the lookout for the presence of wonders. That thought keeps me happy. I still have everything I need. I still have angels that never stop to create euphoric times that will be stored in heart as long as I live. They say: Nobody said life wouldn't be painful. They just promised that it'll be worth it.

Maybe some of you little kids have little tiny question marks above your heads at this point of time after reading this post, but I'll promise you the next post will be atleast less flat as this. I still love you folks, never fade.