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Monday, July 27, 2009

gradually ., im having problems..
really deep ones ..
and i opened up to toad ( tupai :] )
heres what i said ..

7/27/2009 4:51:04 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio hey toad
7/27/2009 4:51:17 PM Tupai KaiSio ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ heylo frog (:
7/27/2009 4:51:21 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio can i open up to u dude ?
7/27/2009 4:51:36 PM Tupai KaiSio ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ errr .. bout?
7/27/2009 4:52:23 PM Tupai KaiSio ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ ?
7/27/2009 4:52:39 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio me and my guy
7/27/2009 4:52:49 PM Tupai KaiSio ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ oh okay ..
7/27/2009 4:52:53 PM Tupai KaiSio ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ i don't mind (:
7/27/2009 4:52:54 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio oh my god
7/27/2009 4:52:57 PM Tupai KaiSio ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ so whats wrong?
7/27/2009 4:52:58 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio im crying !
7/27/2009 4:53:03 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio soreey
7/27/2009 4:53:05 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio sorey
7/27/2009 4:53:08 PM Tupai KaiSio ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ err, relax2 ..
7/27/2009 4:53:16 PM Tupai KaiSio ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ tell me whats wrong?
7/27/2009 4:53:24 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio i broke up .
7/27/2009 4:53:39 PM Tupai KaiSio ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ thats all? what happen actually?
7/27/2009 4:53:44 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio he kept accusing me
7/27/2009 4:53:55 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio over stupid matters
7/27/2009 4:53:55 PM Tupai KaiSio ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ just keep on typing, i'm reading ..
7/27/2009 4:54:00 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio hes like
7/27/2009 4:54:06 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio tooooooo overeacting
7/27/2009 4:54:11 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio controlling
7/27/2009 4:54:17 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio like extreme
7/27/2009 4:54:19 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio seriously
7/27/2009 4:54:22 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio i couldnt take it
7/27/2009 4:54:25 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio i toldhim
7/27/2009 4:54:27 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio he wont listen
7/27/2009 4:54:29 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio saying like
7/27/2009 4:54:31 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio oh
7/27/2009 4:54:33 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio so its me ?
7/27/2009 4:54:34 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio again ??
7/27/2009 4:54:38 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio and on and on and on ..
7/27/2009 4:54:41 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio and today
7/27/2009 4:54:43 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio its like
7/27/2009 4:54:46 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio th last straw
7/27/2009 4:54:51 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio i couldnt take it anymore
7/27/2009 4:54:58 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio its been 2 weeks straight
7/27/2009 4:55:07 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio ive nver cried sooo long in my lifebefore
7/27/2009 4:55:14 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio not counting when i was just a baby
7/27/2009 4:55:27 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio he just counldnt seem to stop it
7/27/2009 4:55:33 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio using vulgars
7/27/2009 4:55:37 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio and and also
7/27/2009 4:55:43 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio getting deeper like
7/27/2009 4:55:49 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio im gg outwith any other guys
7/27/2009 4:55:51 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio gg clubs
7/27/2009 4:55:57 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio freaking out over there
7/27/2009 4:56:06 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio whereas i diidnt even do stuffs like that
7/27/2009 4:56:11 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio andits like
7/27/2009 4:56:12 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio now
7/27/2009 4:56:18 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio he took soo many pills
7/27/2009 4:56:32 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio saying he canntlive when im leaving him
7/27/2009 4:56:33 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio wtf
7/27/2009 4:56:40 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio its all like rojak
7/27/2009 4:56:46 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio idk where we went wrong siaa
7/27/2009 4:56:47 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio its like
7/27/2009 4:56:56 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio its been 8 months for goodness sake
7/27/2009 4:57:00 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio i love him
7/27/2009 4:57:02 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio he love me
7/27/2009 4:57:04 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio but
7/27/2009 4:57:11 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio it doesent seems to be enough
7/27/2009 4:57:28 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio i tried to have heart to heart talk with him
7/27/2009 4:57:32 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio smtimes we made up
7/27/2009 4:57:36 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio but th thing is
7/27/2009 4:57:39 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio u noe what ?
7/27/2009 4:57:44 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio hes a million miles away frm me
7/27/2009 4:57:54 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio hes overseas
7/27/2009 4:58:05 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio we had to risk every single day not to lose in touch
7/27/2009 4:58:15 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio it dont seems like any burden for any ofus
7/27/2009 4:58:16 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio but
7/27/2009 4:58:21 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio think abt it
7/27/2009 4:58:29 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio now that i cannt even use lappie
7/27/2009 4:58:31 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio nor comp
7/27/2009 4:58:33 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio after 9pm
7/27/2009 4:58:38 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio believe it anot
7/27/2009 4:58:45 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio im bound frm it
7/27/2009 4:58:51 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio my Os are nezt year
7/27/2009 4:59:01 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio and my parents are really freakingout
7/27/2009 4:59:11 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio i dont have a choice u see .
7/27/2009 4:59:17 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio i had to bide by their rules
7/27/2009 4:59:29 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio and when it comes to this conclusion
7/27/2009 4:59:38 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio he cannt seem to adapt to my new schedule
7/27/2009 4:59:44 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio i couldnt make time for him anymore
7/27/2009 4:59:47 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio and when i cannt
7/27/2009 4:59:50 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio he accuses
7/27/2009 5:00:04 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio and i got for him 2 As in my tests
7/27/2009 5:00:07 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio As
7/27/2009 5:00:26 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio hes really eating my brains out
7/27/2009 5:00:32 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio i had to get As
7/27/2009 5:00:34 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio cause i told him
7/27/2009 5:00:46 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio tht i would place him as second piority
7/27/2009 5:00:51 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio i cannt make him th first
7/27/2009 5:00:58 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio when my schedule is all cramped
7/27/2009 5:01:30 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio i really really cannt handle him anymoer
7/27/2009 5:01:32 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio in my life
7/27/2009 5:01:34 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio in me
7/27/2009 5:01:49 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio u noe th sparks when ure being with smone u love
7/27/2009 5:01:52 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio its just there
7/27/2009 5:01:55 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio u cant make it go
7/27/2009 5:02:00 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio bt u cannt make it happen either
7/27/2009 5:02:12 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio we both are slipping outta each other hands
7/27/2009 5:02:16 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio i cannt let him go
7/27/2009 5:02:21 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio i thought i wouldnt ever
7/27/2009 5:02:29 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio forever was our promise
7/27/2009 5:02:32 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio we swore
7/27/2009 5:02:38 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio we did a double pinkey
7/27/2009 5:02:40 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio but now
7/27/2009 5:02:44 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio ohmygod..
7/27/2009 5:05:15 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio i feel so lost ., u noe ..
7/27/2009 5:05:26 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio its like
7/27/2009 5:05:37 PM ●● đϵɩɩαツяоzα™｡◕‿◕｡ Tupai KaiSio ive never lost smone this much like ever before..

annnnd he replies ;

alright, that was quite long .. things can be happening all the time .. you told me he was over reacting over simple things .. that shows he love you, but in some kind of way you see .. tell you the truth, i experienced what you told me, think nagatively bout my girl, whatever blablabla till we broke up .. but he's totally wrong to accused you right .. i mean like, wtf .. but, the fact he say all this is because he love and care for you, too much that he can't bare seeing you with other guy .. and whats up with all that pills taking all that? tell him, DON'T BE AN IDIOT .. that could just easily destroy his life, making him more worse, gaining more stress .. well, im telling all this cause i may understand what your guy is feeling .. i took drugs when i was stressed, but that was all lasttime .. anw, back to you .. he asked for you to study hard, and you get it for him .. don't brag over it, saying you already gave him As .. just don't give a damn bout it, if he doesn't appreciate it, might as well let it be .. and you make the right choice by putting him as second most important .. told you, if he doesn't appreciate it, get lost and leave .. thats the best .. so now he's million miles away from you .. still, it doesn't stop you from loving him right? and for him to love you .. 8 months are not long my dear .. there are still long way to go .. and frog, you made the wrong choice .. shouldn't had make the oath .. shouldn't have said all that .. FOREVER is nothing .. its just a ordinary words which you can't describe anything .. you noe, love is wide, it has no ending .. how long can you keep that forever promise of yours? promise are meant to be broken, you know .. don't tell me he's everything to you .. so you're trying to tell me that if he's no more with you, your life would end? move on .. there are more to life .. thats all i can tell you .. think bout it kay, frog .. whatever you do there are 2 choice, yes or no, do it or not, take it or throw it ..and in the end, you only left with one .. soo yaa, thats all for my lecture .. tc of yourself, okay froggy (:

~ Tupai Kaisioy

thts sweet ., isint it ?
aww . i felt alil bit better though .
atleast someone aint telling me that im wrong all th time ..
well .. better go study now ..
get more As ..
cross ur fingers., ur toes too ., for me willya :)

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