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# failures .
Monday, May 18, 2009
i've failed .
yes.
very badly .
all subjects
one by one ., came crashing onto me .
all heavy and how much i tried to frget it .,
i cannt .
i cannt .
i cannt .
i hate school .
i hate my school life .
i hate my life .
i hate myself .
i hate me .
i ., declare now .
im a failure .
im soreey mommy & daddy .
u've sacrificed A L O T .
and i'v just lived on all of it .
unintentionally .
now i realised .
how wounded it is to feel a failure .
never felt this bad before .
i swear .
im just a mistake huh .
i noe .
th biggest mistake u guys had made in ur life .
daddy ., ure talented , strong and successful .
mommy ., ure too ., and u perservere to be here to guide me and bro .
though we all knew how much u miss daddy .
u still stick to us .
cause we all know .,
without ur care ., love and support u've given us for th past 6 yrs can be compared to nth else in this world .
this year mother's day .,
i falied to be a good daughter .
whom u always wanted me to be .
not as dumb i am now anw .
i even failed to wished u a happy mother's day .
we fought , over stupid matters .
we always do .
smtyms i noe u wished i wasnt even born .
i just know .
well .. im soreey mum .
i'll try to be better .
bro .
oh heck .
u little one nutcracked peenuts brained muffballs .,
ure th best bro ive ever have .
th only one i can ever have :)
ure talented too hey .
well yeah u cn snuff 12 hotdogs into u in 2 mins .
thts wht i call real p r o .
:)
well toots ., ily bro :D
bby .
awwww love ., ure th sweetest thing tht happened to me .
the greateeest boyfy any girl could ever have .
ure undescribly loveable .
i adore u .
i likes u .
i love u .
i need u .
i really do kush .
its been 6 months 9days 17 hrs 15 mins 45 seconds annnd still counting :)
till forever bby .
like we said we will .
:)
|| ily arse ||
friends :
alys :) trish :) amen :) soleen :) betth :) sweeet nipplets clarsh :)
aww bitches .,
i just love ur existence .
u babes always make my day .
though we aint in th same sch .,
we'll always keep in touch aye :)
and .
mee :) phoo :) nobel :) jx :) bryan (titslicker) :) etc etc .
u guys do rocks hey ..
:)
yes.
very badly .
all subjects
one by one ., came crashing onto me .
all heavy and how much i tried to frget it .,
i cannt .
i cannt .
i cannt .
i hate school .
i hate my school life .
i hate my life .
i hate myself .
i hate me .
i ., declare now .
im a failure .
im soreey mommy & daddy .
u've sacrificed A L O T .
and i'v just lived on all of it .
unintentionally .
now i realised .
how wounded it is to feel a failure .
never felt this bad before .
i swear .
im just a mistake huh .
i noe .
th biggest mistake u guys had made in ur life .
daddy ., ure talented , strong and successful .
mommy ., ure too ., and u perservere to be here to guide me and bro .
though we all knew how much u miss daddy .
u still stick to us .
cause we all know .,
without ur care ., love and support u've given us for th past 6 yrs can be compared to nth else in this world .
this year mother's day .,
i falied to be a good daughter .
whom u always wanted me to be .
not as dumb i am now anw .
i even failed to wished u a happy mother's day .
we fought , over stupid matters .
we always do .
smtyms i noe u wished i wasnt even born .
i just know .
well .. im soreey mum .
i'll try to be better .
bro .
oh heck .
u little one nutcracked peenuts brained muffballs .,
ure th best bro ive ever have .
th only one i can ever have :)
ure talented too hey .
well yeah u cn snuff 12 hotdogs into u in 2 mins .
thts wht i call real p r o .
:)
well toots ., ily bro :D
bby .
awwww love ., ure th sweetest thing tht happened to me .
the greateeest boyfy any girl could ever have .
ure undescribly loveable .
i adore u .
i likes u .
i love u .
i need u .
i really do kush .
its been 6 months 9days 17 hrs 15 mins 45 seconds annnd still counting :)
till forever bby .
like we said we will .
:)
|| ily arse ||
friends :
alys :) trish :) amen :) soleen :) betth :) sweeet nipplets clarsh :)
aww bitches .,
i just love ur existence .
u babes always make my day .
though we aint in th same sch .,
we'll always keep in touch aye :)
and .
mee :) phoo :) nobel :) jx :) bryan (titslicker) :) etc etc .
u guys do rocks hey ..
:)
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